Shaking my head

Well I have been hardly out of the house here of course and that is fine by me at this time.  I am still mad about the pig that we had butchered here since I could not get the phone number at all to the guy.  Ok so I wanted salt pork and that went out the dang window since some figured they all knew better than I did for the butcher.  So I am stuck with what we have in the freezer at this time and I have to deal with that part of it all also besides the other things that have been going down.  So at this time at least I can say that some things will never change for the household and I do not expect them to at all.  Now to just do during the week here and be done with it all.  Since I have been thinking of ways to get cheaper here for the place some of it has already been put into place totally at this time.  Part of it is the fire place and the hope that it can keep up with the main floor here totally for the next several days here also.  Knowing alot of things fall back onto me here in the place I will have to do in what I have to do to keep everything to almost nothing for the place while my Husband is gone.  I guess that it all could be worse than what it already is at this time for the household now.  At this piont in time I feel bad for the gut that is out in the one parking lot at this time in the area totally.  Now I know some folks are broke but dang here.  There are ways to come up with some money to get things done also in the area.  Even I know this part of things at this time since I was just as broke when I moved the first time.  That is why I started picking up the nickles in the first place in the area anyway at the time.  Now that part is a habbit to me when I start walking.