Thinking and hope

Well I am in hope for tonight here and thinking about it at this time.  Since I do not mind the walks at all along with picking up money along the way here for the walks it helps out here also.  So now at this time I will pick up as much as I can for tonight and go from there of course.  The funny thing is that last week I had dumped a whole bucket into my bag and went with it.  As my Husband said last night to me that some place you can not do that except where we were at the time.  That part does not bother me at all and I did get more than what I expected here on the 2 streets that I walked this week compaired to last week.  Since I can pick up every can on my walk at this time and part of it will go to the scrap yard when I get enough crushed to take in it is not that bad at all.  The nice thing about in what I am doing now here is that it just does not matter if the can has the nickle deposit on it or not since it all will be took in anyway in one way or the other here.  Now I just figure to pick up the can nomatter what at this time since it is money in my pocket either way that I go.  Another thing that I have realized is that the one guy that tries to boost me up here is right in alot of ways also for what we all do here in the area.  So as I sit here now and think of some things that I can do for the household here that are on the cheap side it is not that bad at all and will try to do better even though that some are trying to stop me nomatter in what I am doing also for the place.  Now at this point I know that I can do this period here for the place and that may change by tomarrow also.  What keeps me going here is the 20 dollar gas bill per month on the budget plan for the place.  So now at this time part of why I am trying to save the nickles here in what I get on my walks here is for one bill a year along with saving up for a good wood burner for the household here also.  There are other things also that I am saving for also but, those are the 2 main things at this time that are really needed for the household at this time here.  So either way at least I can say that things do happen for a reason at this time and that is just in how it all is and in how the world works.  There are times where life just throws the curve ball and you have to deal with it.  Other times things go smooth and it all evens out.  And yes I get the curve ball one month out of the year to where we struggle period and that is how it goes.  Ok during the month I do clip coupons to help out along with other things for the household and that is normal.  Other times I streach out money so much that it hurts other folks that really know me here also.  I have had several cashiers tell me that have been at their job for it seems like forever here they do not mind the coupons at all since they do not have to lift anything for 2-5 minutes for the customers savings also at this time.  I started laughing and told one ok so ya get to look pretty for me here for an amount of time and that is fine by me also.  The person got my point and said that I was right.  So now there are several ways to save money up and or cut the costs for the household and some people have not got that part of life yet.  With folks on unemployment all over the place here and figure that some jobs are totally benieth them still to this day that is on them now in todays world.  Or they totally figure that the money will not run out for the household.  I had started going cheaper years ago just to streach out everything with 3 kids in the household at the time and needed the basics.  Well alot of it just stuck with me and I have not lost some things at all over the years in what to do.  This means that I have worked every odd ball job that nobody wanted at all along with coupons and sales.  I guess this is part of the problem sith some folks that I refuse to keep up with for my place still at this time also now.  Since I save up for things still to this day and sometimes I do not want the thing that I was saving up for by the time I do get the money here totally.  That is what I mean by when things work out either way for the household.  Also with the walks that I take here it means extra money to save up for something that is either needed or wanted for the place still at this time.  So now knowing where my job is at this point that I can still do for the household it works out for the best.  This is why I still cut the power off during the week along with trying to cut down on many things that are needed for the place at this time.