Thinking again

Well since yesterday was a fairly good day out of one parking lot in the travels here on me I do have hope and got to thinking about some things here this morning also.  The power is still going here in the place at this time to where others are out at this time and there is ice out in the area.  So today will be a good day once I thought about it to pick up fire wood for the household here totally if I am not in danger of anything here after I have thought about that also at this time.  There is just alot on my mind here and it makes me wander in what some people were thinking here this past week also when they all told my Husband to have me hit the one parking lot to pay him without the banks open that early in the morning at the time.  So I told my Husband no on that part and the guy can wait since the money will be blown within a couple of days anyway here and not put towards what it was ment for at the and this time here.  I am looking at next month for what is really going on for the pig and there is nothing that I can do about it at all except to holler about it untill "We" go get it from the guy that I will not tollorate period.  I may not go to pick up squat when the time comes also here and will stay home that day.  I hope it is right after the next surgery in what the guy wants along with my Husband after all said and done.  Anyway since there are ways that I am cutting down again for the household and have put into practice in alot of things yet again I may make it here totally after I get done if nothing goes wrong after this week.  I have tried for this past weekend and failed of course on alot of things.  That is totally normal for when some come home for the weekend.  And this week will be even worse here since my Dear Husband will be here for most of the week anyway again.  So I will have my foot totally down this week and will go out and walk to get the money that has been lost for the week here of course yet again.  This is why I can not stand the holliday's at all here and some folks wander why.