Thinking hard

Well at this time I have been thinking long and hard on some things and what was said to me yesterday while we were out of the house.  I have noticed that my Husband has been wanting his way on some things that I refuse to budge on here with one of his friends.  I have thought about taking the guy back to just say ok I gave in and did it your way here.  Since I do not trust the person he wants me to take back and just be "Nice" to here after all that was pulled within acouple of months and the person being caught.  I may as well just stay away from the person period.  At this point in time here I have felt so much better after all the drama and other things have just quit untill the past 2 weeks when my Husband started working on me to take the person back and be done with it.  Now the pain has came back full force and there is nothing that I can do about it at all untill I put my foot down on the whole thing.  With that being said here I have almost left my Husband over this last go around with his one friend here and still ignores in what I have had to say and still say about it all.  So I will see in what happends today here totally and go from there on this part of things.  I have also figured if I get cut down on something I will say something then walk away on the whole thing after I get done.  Also my Husband will catch it on the way back here totally on the whole thing and it will be a long ride for him after I get done.