Thinking again

Well I am sitting here thinking already this morning.  I already told my Husband I can not take much more at all with the one boy out of the bunch already where I babysit at.  When I am getting heartburn and I am not even there then there is a problem.  So now at this point in time here it seems strange that I can really sit here and start thinking of what is going on at this point in time and would rather stay home and not even bother to go out of the household here.  Ok so I do not mind being alone at all at this point in time.  Also maybe I should find another job at this point in time here so I can pay more out in the bills that are already here and it pays one of the bills off that much faster.  That maybe a good thing with some of the bills here totally.  I found out on  Tuesday that only 4 people can take the kids out in the car/truck/van at this point in time.  My Husband told me it sounds like some want ya stuck to the household where you are going to period at this point in time.  My Husband also gently reminded me that we both took oaths to call out when someone is that hurt and it outrules any court order at this point in time weather the father of the children say so or not or I could be charged with child endangerment and child abuse.  It seems like the father just does not care when others do at this point in time.  So I will explain this to some people today and put my foot down totally at this point and stick the father with all 5 of the kids today and see how he likes it because I refuse to be treated like dog crap anymore.  So now I will go as cheap as possible for the household from now on and be done with it all.  With what is going on at this point in time I can find things on the cheap side to do without a problem at all and will get it all done here while I am at it.  The power bill was good at this time since both room units were going for the month around here also.  This time last year the power bill was about 300 dollars at the trailer and it was 140 dollars here this year.  So it was not that bad in my eyes at all since it was over 80 outside here in the area for days on end here this past month.  Sometimes it makes me wander in what is going on with the weather and knowing that the area is going to get hit hard this Winter again here so now to really get geared up for the cruddy weather here again.  Thank goodness for the truck with the 4x4 and the thermal curtians also here for the household.  There is alot that can still be done for the household here other than that to save money and I will start in on many things here without a problem.  Just like useing coupons again for the household and shopping the sales with the coupons, and several other quirks that I do to be cheap/frugal for the place.  My Husband has let me go on alot of things here for the household and I like it like that.  So now to get into gear for alot of things here in the household to get it cheaper than snot as I call it and that is how it is around here totally.  There will always be laundry, dishes, and other housework that will always need to be done and may as well do it all on the cheap side of life.  I will be going down to one bottle cleaning for most of the household here either way that I go after some things are used up around here and that is fine by me at this point in time also.  I have been cutting alot out also around the household here and there comes a point to where I do not mind not having something here while I am at it.  So now there is still alot on my mind around here of course and my dear Husband told me not to worry at all about some things.  At this point somethings I can not help but worry around here totally and it seems to all work out around the household like it did with the trailer.  I can not help but wander at this point in time if it was for the best that I went back to work so early also at the point that I did.  So I will apply at some places again since I did find some things that I was looking for from before then go from there.