Wandering

Well I am wandering around here yet again for some things.  With that being said around here it seems wierd that some things are paid and I have to pay another bill today here yet again.  It never ends around here to say the least and the bad part of it all is that I can do all of this pluss get some of the house work done while I am at it all today.  Since I will get out today it is not such a huge deal at all to me.  Now with some they do not get in why I need to take the children out some days of the month around their place at all and now they will understand after this month without a doubt by the time the bills start coming in again.  This is why I did ask and got blown off last month and told no.  So now with some things coming up either get there on time or I take the kids with me here and make it a learning experiance for them period.  With alot of it around some parents they get to the point when one babysitter could not get up and go to where some of us can and make it a learning day after we get out to someplace.  Some parents would rather have their children couped up in the household and sheltered to the point of they will not be able to handle the outside world by the time they get old enough at all.  Some places are perfect for a huge math problem when they go out also.  So now if I present it like that to the parents maybe I will get someplace also around the place.  Since the last sitter was lazy and did what she was told of not taking the kids out of the house even for walks then I can see where the father might try to push me.  I am looking at it like this I have been somewhat putting my foot down around their household and starting this week I will have the heavy foot for a change.  I will start pushing back around the household and do not care at all.  Another thing is that I will not take the kids out of the county at all.  With that said there are parks close enough to their place to go to and stores totally.  Anyway I will see what what I can do here on the cheap side for the week around the house here and be done with it all around here.  With the question that was possed to me lastnight around here it sounded like trouble to me in what was going down.  My answer was no to the person and that I was having a hard enough time trying to keep up with my own place here and working on top of it out of the household.  I guess some did not like my answer at all.  I am looking at it from my point also I refuse to get involved totally in what is going down with the bitterness of some folks also.  So now I did tell the truth and was blunt about it oh well if some do not like my answer at all.  All I can do is do for myself, husband, household, and the kids I sit for at this point in time.  Also be as cheap as I can for my own household at this point in time here.  Some folks will learn this about me here and now weather they like it or not.  So now I will do what I can for the day and try to get as much done as I can around here otherwise it will have to wait untill another day here.