Well now realizing

Well I know of why and what if's now. It takes me a bit to figure out of why and what the Hell happended for some things around here. I figured out alot while I was out of the place today. I went to Kmart today also while I was out. Now I have been the cheap one always to keep the place going around here. Some folks have realized this over the years. Others say that I am the "Rich Bitch" on the block. What alot of it is, is that I save up for things and go from there. Now it took me over 20 years to get my KitchenAid stand mixer. I told this husband I wanted one and when we could afford it and I got one. Once the child support ended from a child who believed her mother and never got the other side of the story on things. Well after thinking of it hard and heavy for about 3 weeks since some folks do not have a spine nor a linder spine they are not worth my time at all. I got things since I am cheap and frugal at the same time around the can. That is the only reason I agreed to stay in this God forsaken slum park to begin with. Now that I have put my foot totally down and just don't give a damn anymore, now it is my turn to get for my Husband and make him let go in away. Now that I keep working the budget like I do around here I will make it all happen for him. I will be getting cheaper around here and I don't care at all. Since I am here alone for a week at a time I can do all of this without a total problem around here. The whole funny part of it all is that I can really do this and get by with it all. With alot of things I am a terror in a way. Now the other night my Niece said that she diden't know that I could get by with so much with her uncle at all. I looked at her and said ya better thank my ex husband for that one. Well I will admit that I stuck my foot down with this Husband and ment it all. I do not put up with much and when I do bite my tounge, I stew in alot of things untill I blow up over it all. Well after I blew up I sort of stuck my foot up my step daughters toush also. Now there will be no money going out for her and the rest of it she is on her own for and I don't care. My Mother started laughing today becuase I held down 3 jobs pluss went to school at the same time time my step daughter got prego. I have been out in the world since 16 and never had my doubts on squat. It has been 20 years this year since I have left the nest also.