Long day

I have done most of the house work already around here and lots of laundery. Pluss one extra cat fed also while I was at it also. Well my cat won't eat wet food and now I found a cat who will so money on it was not wasted at all. So I know I am early for getting on the computer around here and that is ok. The T.V. is still off around here and the dryer only went on for about 20 min to get undies dry around here. 99.99% of the laundery is hanging on the line outside at this point for today. And after talking to my Grandmother today I have went cheap compaired to some of her other grandbabies in the family. Well I do not have over 150 grand in debt like others also while I am at it at this point in time. I have went cheap for a reason and I am likeing it all. Well it is smart management on my part since I am totally on my own around here and do not have any help at all and refuse to hold my hand out to any family member to have it held over my head for the next 20 years. I have been sitting here and thinking of ways to cut and slash most of the budget once again. The funny thing is that around here I have been shopping for sales for most of the 17 years of being up here along with the bargin racks for to feed the household and then some. While I have been thinking of alot of things I ask for very little anyway from some folks anyway. Eather I am a saint or I refuse to take advantage of someone just becuase. Eather way I am the better person for it all. Also to top it off what pissed me off the most is that I am the cook out of the family anyway. Why not give me the industreal KitchenAid mixer to me. Other than that you will not hear a nother peep out of me on that at all. I guess I will have to take the high road on it and start saveing up for that also around here. I am so use to getting dogged out of both sides of the family that it is not even funny around here anymore. SO I got tired and moved 14 hrs away from everyone down in the St. Louis area. I have not been bothered to much at all from family members that have a need to use and abuse for what they all get in life. Well I do not plan on liveing forever myself and don't bother to try with me becuase I may come back and haunt some folks while I am at it all. So I told my father what I would like to have and went from there. What more could I do.