As I sit here

Well I have thought and thought about some things here totally.  I know where to cut also here while I am at it all.  At this point in time here it is amazing in what some things have been going on and I have figured it all out here totally.  My poor Husband could not figure out in why I was pacing the floor and thinking the other day at all.  Maybe he will learn about somethings that I have to do to think.  All I have to say is thank goodness for the other account and taking walks out of the house here at this time.  Yes we are broker than snot this week and that is ok at this point in time.  At this point in time the bills have piled up around here and I have been stressing out over them totally.  What I have put down here is just the tip of the ice burg in the blog.  Put it this way I was so stressed out that I washed fuel receipts that I forgot to take out of my Husbands pockets on Sunday.  Now things are starting to look better around here to say the least and I will still look for a job myself just to keep busy and to have extra money here in the household also.  While I have been totally weighted down in alot of thoughts here and got some things sorted out also while I have been at it all here.  I have realized that things always work out here that do not seem possible at all.  With more things coming to light around here also in what I can cut for the house at this point in time I have figured out that there are ways of keeping the place going also here.  Now at this point also I can do more than what I have been doing also here and go from there.  I have been cutting alot of things in the past 5 months around here at the house and it will only get worse untill I get alot of things down to almost nothing.  That is what some folks that know me and that have been over to my place get mad about at me also here.  I have been waiting on some of the cleaners to get used up that I use here and I have other things that I can use that will cost pennies to make and use here.  When I start this I know some folks will holler about it and that is ok by me here and the now of things.  Also what I have in the freezers at this point in the house is what we have untill next month here.  Yes we have some meats in the freezers and I will be streaching that out while I am at it all here.  Looking at the freezer in the kitchen I have about 2 months worth of food that is there and about another month in the freezer in the basement also.  With that said along with the bags of flour, and rice that I have here in the house with what is in the freezers we are ok on that part of things here totally.  With some of the things that I have read on line and got to looking in what I have for food here that I have on stock I have learned that lets use what is here and it is not that bad when you do not have to go to the grocery store at all during the week or month at that point.  With that said look at what you have in the household and do you really need to go grocery shopping at that point in time totally?  Yes I will be doing a big stock up here when I start back to work and get several pay checks back into the account here.  So what we have at this point in time is what there is in the household.  As I will say take a good long hard look in what you have around the household and ask yourself do I really need to go to the stores at this point in time.  I get it that some people are picky eaters.  That is where the old rule comes in eat it or starve or you get it for breakfast in the morning from now on.  It is not abuse on the child at all like some think it is.