Saturday, May 14, 2011

Shaking my head

Well I am shaking my head here yet again and it is ok at this point in time.  I am getting somethings done that shoud have been done yesterday during the day here.  I just did not have the energy to get to everything at all for the place and today is going to be worse in how it is looking so far.  With that said some do not get when I am able to get things done I am gonna do around here.  Granted that the accident has slowed me down around here almost 9 months ago as of the 27th of this month.  It is looking at this time here in the past 2 weeks that things are getting back to almost normal.  Or I am just ignoring the pain better around here than when I was at the trailer and when I first moved into the house.  Another thing is that since I have thrown some out and told others no around here I have became that much cheaper also.  With streaching things out and getting things done for the place it is not as bad now.  When someone asks you if they can move in then pops off with oh by the way I do not do dishes at all then there is a problem.  So now since I do not have to worry about some things around here anymore and I am able to streach out alot of things here in the house without some here it is all for the best.  Pluss I had got to thinking in January that my choice was a good one when I said no to some people on moving into the household also.  At this point the dish soap has been lasting for about 3-4 months here totally without a problem and so has the laundry soap once I think about it now.  Instead of going thru a bottle of each once a month here in the house or while I was at the trailer also for alot of it.  There were so many things that some did not realize that I was still doing even though I was in alot of pain.  There at the last with my one Niece in the trailer I got snubbed alot of what was going on.  I blew up and knew what had to be done.  All I know is that the girl is still not talking to me at all and it does not bother me at all after I told her what I thought about what went on.  I did not blame the girls boyfriend at all at that point except for he should have called to see if I needed help with some things.  I have noticed alot of the things that went on during the time and later on once I got to think about it and knew that there was no way I could take on 3 extra mouths in the household at the time here at all.  When there are chore's to be done and myself the only one doing here would not be fair.  Also in how the 3 kids live out of my household I would have went postal on all 3 for not going under my house rules at all.  At this point in time I know my Niece would have freaked out around here if see seen me cooking and cleaning on the cheap. 

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