In taking my Husband to.............

While I was taking my Husband to work this morning I could take it easy on the back roads.  There were a ton of cans that I could not stop for at all this morning and it was making me mad also.  So now at this point I have an extended the stay of part of the housepayment around here and thank goodness the bank is working with me on this this week here.  So now I have a huge headache and not enough sleep to say I slept lastnight around here at all.  Most of the places I applied at today are saying 2 weeks before they start hireing totally around here and I have not even bothered with the hotels as of yet today.  I have been filling out apps here so I can get out of the house abit more and for extra money again here since we are still broker than snot also for the month.  So yes I am frustrated around here to say the least and I still have not got out for my walk today at all.  This is why I take the walks so I can have alittle bit of extra money for the household here totally and to clear my mind around here also.  Oh and the needing to eat is not there niether at this point in time at all while I am at it all.  So tomarrow I will be back to the norm almost around here to say the least and go from there.  With alot of the stress that is out there on me at this point in time I should have guessed it was coming and should have planned better at this point in what needed to be done also.  This is why I hate to move at all anymore here.  So now at this point in time I will say this is where I am going to plant my toush in this house and never move again at all from now on.  That is even if I get a house for free I will not take it at all now.  At this point in time the only things that are on is the computer and the radio.  I will hardly be on now from now on except in the mornings and maybe at night now.  The maybe is a huge maybe now and I can deal without alot of the stuff around here also.  I refuse to use the dryer also here in the place since alot of the power is used to run it at this point.  So I have to cut somewhere here and the power bill, walking, and groceries are getting the ax from now on also.  Once we start running out of food again then I will go to get the groceries and untill then forget it with me in the stores.  Another thing is that I have totally gave up on alot of things and willing to give up more around here just to keep the bills low and pay them off around here while I am at it.  Now I will be doing other things here in the house on the cheap while I am at it all also just to make others mad at this point.