Knowing now

Well now I know that I am alone around here for the most part without help of any kind at all now it stinks totally.  It has finally hit me when I sat down to start to write here on the blog this afternoon.  I was racking my brain to see who could take me up for surgery when I am scheduled and take me back home and there is nobody at all around here.  So I may as well go ahead and stick to myself from now on and when some need help oh well.  It will not come out of me anymore here.  So I will do what I have to around here on my own and go from there and be as cheap as possible from now on about this after the surgery.  Also the stinking Sabre Park owners called me this morning around here saying I missed the lot rent totally.  So it has been one thing after another this morning and this afternoon here.  I am done and drained from some of the stuff in the past 6 months around here and I need it to stop totally.  So at this point in time I will be paying the bills here and be done with it all around here.  I am just hoping that I can keep everything caught up after this here.  It may be a good thing around here also.  I am just wandering in when it will stop around here.  Also since my Husband is not worried about me niether on alot of things that are going on I may as well hang it all up here on even bothering to try anymore.  So I will be going cheaper around here either way I go and the answer is going to be no from now often with alot of folks here.