Shaking my head

Well I was to late for one of the areas that I hit up around here totally this morning.  The chain gangs got there before I could.  So now to come up with another way to start getting money around here also besides on my walks.  Or get out of the area once a week here one.  So what I will do is wait for about 2 weeks here and go on a Saturday morning to the one area and go from there now.  With alot of the stress at this point I do not wander anymore about some things that are going on around here at all.  That is what is bothering me the most here and knowing that I have to go back to work also for the household.  I still do not care if I am in alot of pain or not at this point in time around here at all I have to do something to keep the house afloat here either way I go.  I have made up my mind around here in what I have to do for the place and go from there totally.  Now just to start looking around here for work to say the least.  At least I can do all of this next week around here and see what happends.  I will not break the rutine of the being cheap at all around here if and when I go back to work here.  So anyway at least I got my walk in this morning here and only 40 cents was around.  The wierd part about it all is that I got to think while I was at it all and still the only thing that I could come up with is that I need to go that much cheaper around the house here.  It will all get done here and without to much hassles at all during the week.  Pluss I can still do what I have normally done here so far for the household and take it further here.  With alot of things here I do out of habbit like taking showers every other day or 3 days here.  Another thing that I end up doing here is that I cook on the cheap side of everything.  Food is food mainly and I know that I can not afford the better cut of stake here so I get alot of cheaper cuts of meat and alot of chicken also.  At this point in time I am on the cheap end of making dinners for the household here.  Now knowing that some folks have it at about 90 dollars for the week or month around their place it does not mean that I have to go that high in the costs.  This is why I can not stress enough to have at least 3 bags of flour, a can of baking powder, a dozen eggs, a bag of potatoes, a bag of onions, a big bag of rice, powdered milk, butter/fake butter, and about 5 lbs of chicken or ground beef, and some frozen veggies at the store.  And yes I have sugar in the house also.  There are alot of things you can make out of what I have in the household here and knowing that some people do not like it oh well on them here.  With that said I have streached out 25 dollars a month also around here while I have been at it all.  What I have done is that I find a recipie that will work for the household and make it cheaper here.  Also the http://www.hillbillyhousewife.com/ has helped in alot of ways here.