As I sit here

I got to thinking of why and what for around here as to why things are happening they way that they are at this point in time.  It is starting to make me realize in what was said to me lastnight around here and why some have not been over along with other things.  One of the reasons is becuase I am cheap, the other is becuase when I got myown system down and knowing what works for me and being right about it then others want to tear me down for what I am doing.  Or maybe it is that some folks here in NY State are just plain out rude and do not give a Damn anymore.  I have to draw the line someplace and some have realized in what I ment by it and a few other things around here after I said my piece of it all.  When I can say that I have never had it as easy as some folks around here in this state at all and others brag in what they all do for thier households I have came to realize that it is not me around here at all in how I do things.  Now years ago when myself and my 2nd Husband first got married I got told that I was nothing but a spoiled bitch and a rich bitch from Nancy Hammond and my Sister In Law around here.  At the time I had a full time job and could afford the extras around here.  Pluss I diden't have to worry about nothing at the time at all on top of it.  And yes I was being cheap at the time also around the place.  The both of us were working and I was shopping over at Aldi while I was at it for the place.  Now since I have not been working I guess that I am still spoiled to some folks around here nomatter in what I do for the place at all.  Since I do keep the place running somewhat at the moment and I am pushing myself to get the place cleaned up once again.  If that is spoiled then so be it out of the real spoiled people here in NY State.  I have had to work, scremp, and save for things since I was a child so what the hey now for alot of things.  Well at this point in time for today I will end up useing alot of coupons at the stores and get some shopping done for the place.  And since I can't afford to go to the grocery store everyday like some people do that I know then I will do the 2 month shopping and go from there.  Maybe if some really knew what I did and still do for the household they would start thinking of not saying much to me nor about me anymore.  Even my other Niece asked in how I have done it over the years and yet as of today for the household.  I told her sales, coupons, and streaching out everything to the max for alot of things in the household.  Alot of wht it is around here is that I do not get slack for what I do around here from my Husband at all.  When I can go out shopping and get things on the cheap around here my Husband could care less in what I do.  SO if that is another thing that I am supposadly spoiled over that is fine also around here.  As I told both of my Nieces that Nancy Hammond never ever had a kind word for nor about me so now the truth will come out and I just do not care anymore.  I told my one Niece in what I thought and she admitted that I was right that Nancy Hammond has split the 4 of them children up pluss got by with it all.  Even with a court order that there was visitations with the children and that was broke also with Nancy Hammond.  A friend of mine was in shock when she found out about all the abuse that has went on.  CPS dropped the ball on that household for the past 14 years and will coninue to do so.  When the youngest who is 15 is sneeking around to eat at 1 am there is a problem.  Then again as 3 of the kids have told me that they were shoved out of the household and knowing what is going on I am suprized that the youngest is still there.  So yes alot of things have came togeather around here with me in what has happened with what went on and why it is still going on now.  Also in why that at this point in why I am fighting my one Niece to get some things done around here.  Yes I did put my foot down totally around here and my Husband does not know what was going on in the past couple of weeks around here even.  There were things that I needed help on and nobody here except for the fur balls to help me with.  Also another thing is that some have agreed that some have hindered the kids in away to where they have to learn everything in what to do for a household even.  Even my Niece has had to relearn alot of things around here for alot of things.  The poor girl did not even know how to fill out an application at all thanks to some folks.  So now I will say in what was told full blown today that was said and told over the phone lastnight.  Pluss some know me alittle to well and I will not lie for anyone at all.