Can't make me..........LOL

Well I have to go towards Collins today and I really don't want to.  I will be picking up the truck today and going from there.  Then on the other hand I really don't want to pack here at the can niether while I am at it all.  There is hardly enough room in the main room at this point that is how many boxes we have packed so far around the can.  And I have only scratched the surface of the kitchen and bathroom around the place in the past several days.  My saveing grace is that most of the bedroom is in totes at this point and alot of the bathroom that is left is in a tote also.  I have not touched the spare room at all at this point and I will say something when I get home today with my Niece about it becuase I know she needs her bed filled once again here.  So I will start in on that room when I get back around here this after noon.  That is the bad part about the whole thing at this point is that I have out grown the can.  Now I will have the room in the new place and I refuse to let it get as bad as the can.  One of the couples that come over all of the time around here was impressed by looking in the windows.  Then realized that I had a full bath on the main floor.  Also now once I think about it I will have enough room for the plastic for the kitchen while I am at it all.  The bad part is that I have to think on how I will be doing this all and then set up the kitchen in how I want it all.  The funny part is that was one of the reasons why I wanted to go to Illinois also to pick up a cabnet and see my mother alive one more time.  I coulden't go down after the gal damaged my van and 2 blown out disks in my neck.  So now to figure out in how I will be doing this also while I am at it all between the move and getting down there without being in total pain at all.  I will have help eather way when I get down there.  Also I have been holding up better than expected around here.  Between running to the doctors office, packing for the new place, my Niece, and what I found out last week I will not break untill it is all over with.  That is the wierd part of the whole thing at the moment.  My sisters are the basket cases at this time also so I guess I can fall apart around here after the fact.  That is one of the things that both of my Nieces are worried about with me also.  The one that lives with me found out when I got the call and hung up the phone with the death here last week.  So I am hoping around here it all goes smooth enough to make it helpfull.