Plotting for the day

Well I have been plotting for the day already around here this morning.  I need to combine at least 4 boxes and go from there today.  Pluss I will be out for about an hour also while I am at it.  I started tackling the one closet in my Nieces bedroom yesterday afternoon and she was shocked when there was an avalanche of stuff that fell out also I started laughing and said I told ya so kiddo about that.  At least I did start it and went from there and had to stop as normal so I will get the rest of it today and see where I get. What is really bad around here is that I have ran out of room for the boxes here so I can keep packing the can up.  With the last nerve as I call it is almost shot around here and my Niece is seeing that I am getting more testy as the time nears for myself to start driving on Sunday.  Also I am trying to keep my chin up and myself fairly busy either way around the place to not think about some things.  I know that some do not understand about alot of things that I am going thru around here and I do not expect them to at all.  As my Niece told me she does not want folks to feel sorry for her at all and I understand that.  She also understands that I know in what she went thru also as she was growing up even more so now than what I did.  It is like now we are even in some ways because we both can talk to each other about alot of things that makes since to us but, not to others that are around us.  Either way at this point we have been learning off each other for the most part for the place and she also realizes that I am trying to teach her more about somethings that she needs to learn and was never taught at all.  Things like it is ok to hang laundry up in the household, packing, cooking, and shopping smart around here also.  There are alot of other things also that I am showing my Niece for the place since Molly Mercer and Nancy Hammond never bothered to work with her at all.  So now with the move around here some will start getting mad at some of us and that is ok by me at this point.  After the early part of the week when I asked the question and basically told to go f myself it just told me that I was right in the first place around here.  I pretty much knew that Molly was full of it when she made false promises to my Niece that is here and that is why I told the girl that she better go find a job around here and try to forget what had happened and hoping that some will realize for the years to come that some will not help out at all after this go around.  This is why I am disgusted with the welfare program also for NY State from people like Molly Mercer and Nancy Hammond who have abused the system so much some over the course of 15 years and others are just getting started with abusing it all over again for the next 20 years.  So eather way I know that money is tight around the area and when some bring in enough money into the household there is no reason to be on the system at all.  I was thrown off of food stamps totally when they told me that 7 dollars an hour was enough to pay bills and get food for the place.  When someone is bringing in over 3 grand a month into the household there is a problem with the system totally.  Either way you see why I am frustrated about it.  Since I am one of the ones that have to streach out everything around here and turn off things to save on the bills around the place and get laughed at when I do alot of it here.  My Niece that is here understands in why I do the things that I do and it has been sinking in on what I do.  What gets to alot of folks also is that I have been useing coupons also that are not in the household.  I will be going cheaper around here even if it kills us all around the household to.  My Niece understands why I am doing alot of it and why I want to go even cheaper for the place.  So I will be teaching the girl alot more than what she bargined for around the place.  Pluss what gets to alot of the people that are not in the household is that I am takeing the time to show the girl in what I have to do and go from there.  We sit down and pay bills togeather and afew other things also while I am at it all.  Since I have not shown my Niece about the gas tank on the truck yet and will be doing that when I get back up here to NY State.  It is a scarry thought either way I go to fill the tank up.  I will top off the tank before I leave here and I am hoping that I will not have to get gas untill I hit Ohio.  I would like that to say the least around here.  So now to get dressed and start the day again for the place.