Got some done

Well between the doctors and about 3 boxes packed around here today I have alot more to do around here to say the least.  And a huge guilt trip to lay on one Niece if she shows up around here.  It started last night around here when the girl called and desided to take her sister with her and was suppose to show up yesterday and again this morning.  So who knows around here eather way in what is going on.  I am planning to go cheaper anyway weather the Niece leaves or not out of the can or the house.  I can not do all of it myself and I know this so I will be pushing myself around here to do more.  I have came to the point of I want to save money where I am at and tough on others who try to block me on it around the place.  Since I have to get home here in the next couple of weeks here some will understand that I am not playing anymore at all.  I went to the point of cheap now I need to get cheaper around here.  Since I am hanging most of the laundery here in the can and a few other things for the place I need to do more.  It is like my mind is a jumbled mess around here the past few days to say the least.  In a way I hope that my Niece goes but, in another way I hope she does not go.  Ok so I am wierd around here I get more done without anyone here at all that is how I am and will always be.  So eather way I am stuck around here to say the least.  I know that some things are shut off anyway around here and that will coninue to be done and it is for longer periods of time now for the place.  I will get all of it done to where alot of the time the T.V. is off and alot of other things also while I am at it around the household.  I know it makes alot of people mad that comes around and it is not thier power bill that they all have to pay around the place.  Just like gas for the truck now.  Some wanted to barrow money for thier gas tank and go from there and at this point I can not just wait around for someone to pay me back at all anymore.  Of course I said no for the money and some got mad and oh well on it becuase I can not afford to lend out money and wait for over a year to get paid back with what was barrowed around here.  Alot of what has happended with the one couple is that they can not budget out money at all.  With me I have became tighter with the money that is coming into the household while I am at it around here.  I have to be with everything going on.  Since I have to get down to Illinois around here they figure lets barrow money off of Cricket so she can't go after all.  So at this point I am putting my foot totally down and saying no to alot of people around here that want to barrow money.  I have to hold on to what I have and that is it around the place weather some like it or not.  I have thought about this since Monday around the can and I am totally done on trying to explain to some of why I can not lend out any money any more.  When some get food stamps and a few other perks from the government it makes me sick to think of why some have to barrow money all of the time from some of us.  With alot of it with some is that they do not care in what you have to do to make ends meet around the household now a days and I guess I am suppose to walk from the can to the doctors office also while I am at it all around the place once again.  This is why I am going cheaper in a way around the place.  At this point I have been streaching everything around here and some figure I still have money just to throw away around here I guess.  With alot of things I guess I will have to get use to it around here and go from there,  When I have to start paying taxes also then the money will become tighter weather some like it or not also while I am at it for the household.  This is what the one couple does not understand at all some things have to be paid so I do not loose everything around here at all along with other bills for the household.  I guess that I have to be harder on alot of things around the place and go from there also while I am at it all.  What I really need to do is get everything boxed and go from there then move.  Pluss I have to put my foot down with other things also around the place.