Shakeing my head

I have been going cheaper around here to say the least weather some liked it or not.  Also with my one Niece being here for the past 3 months and myself trying to teach her that it is ok to streach out everything in the household.  I just hope I gave her enough to say I can do this now if I move out of my Aunt and Uncles place.  It has not mattered if I am hurting or not around here at all.  So at this point in time my other Niece had called and gave the girl that is with me some false hope on a job and moveing out of my place.  It started acouple of weeks ago when my other Niece said she wanted her sister with her.  We all thought November and it gave us enough time to do what we all had to around my place.  After this week I am not totally sure on what to make of all of it still and with the past 2 days around here I just hope that the one gets her stuff togeather enough to grow up and go from there.  So now with way to much stress going on in what I have to do for my place and alot of other things that have went down around here I just hope that I am doing the right thing by letting another child go to be on her own.  I know I can make it around here by myself with or without pain and I will do what I can to try to keep the can and the other place up with the housework.  So now I am also wandering if both of my Nieces are doing the right thing also.  Maybe it is one of the questions that I will always have in the back of my mind around here.  Untill I can answer that question myself I will be takeing it out on going that much cheaper around here so I can think about it all.  With that being said for the place at least I can get all of the bills down enough around here and go from there.  Pluss I have alot more packing to do so that will keep me busy for awhile around here today once again.  So maybe I can really think around here and go from there.  Also I have some running to do for the week and got yelled at last night about it all.  So now I have to do today of what I did not get done the past couple of weeks around here at all.  Eather way I can say that it will be just nuts for the day and I may just throw up my hands and wait for some of it for the day here.  So with that being said around here I may as well get dressed and get on the move for the day.