Shaking my head

As I sit here this morning thinking yet again for the household here I am ok with it at this point.  Since I took alot of the day off around here in the house oh well I have another 3-4 days to clean around here totally for the week at this point in time.  So now with today I have been plotting on what to do first around here and since nothing opens up untill about 9 am in the area I can get some things done here in the household before I totally leave for acouple of hours.  Or I just wait and get to everything done this afternoon at this point in time here and it is a toss up at this time.  So now at this point in time everything will be done on the cheap of course and that is how it will go here.  The funny thing of it is at this time is that some folks have not even bothered to realize in what I have been doing at all over the years for the household nomatter in where I have been.  When I was talking with my sister the other day here she asked if we saved up for the house that myself and my husband are in now.  I said yes except for about 6-8 weeks out of the year when the pay was not that good and that happends every year with the trucking industry.  Also I told her that I did things the cheap way from the trailer to the house here anyway and that is how things have been around here over the years.  Since I do not mind the cheaper dish soap and laundry deturgent at all for the most part here for either place it worked out for the best here and that is how we all made it besides the cheaper T.P. on top of it all.  My poor sister was shocked in what I could do for the trailer and the house here either way that I went totally and I just do not care in what some said to me over the years.  With that said some folks have belittled me over the years for cutting the costs for where I was and I am at still here to this day.  Since I do not get some things for the household still to this day here and I refuse to when some people tell me that I better get the items for the household I tell them that I refuse to waste the money like they do at their place totally.  The folks who holler about it are the ones that are totally broke and do not care at all in what they do.  I guess this is why they do not have enough money to get their cars repaired at all at this point in time still to this day besides the car loans they have out also.  So now at this point in time here I can say that some things will not change at all with some and I can not help them anymore also here.  That is another reason of why I stopped lending money to some people.  Pluss I could not afford to do that part anymore with some also.  That is also what happened down in Illinois while I was there when one of my cousins said that she was getting a new T.V. for her daughter since the other one was not supposadly big enough for her, along with nothing being wrong with the other T.V. also.  I just shook my head and walked away totally from that comment.  I guess it is no worse than my aunt telling me to drop the grand for my Husband for to get him down there for a day and to have to go straight back to NY State also at the time.  It made me sick in what some did while I was there and people do not understand in why I refuse to go back down there from now on.  So now since I have got back up to NY State here I have totally cut back on things that much further here and will continue to do so from now on.  I may as well be cheaper than snot here and prove a point totally while I am at it here also from now on.  So now at this point in time here there is just way to much that people have done here and now about things and I got out barely with my skin still on with alot of people.  So now to go that much cheaper here and see where I land at this time here and now for the household.  It will be all good after I get done and will continue to do what I have to also.