Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Diden't get to far

I haven't got very far in the can today and that is ok by me. I have another couple of days before my Hubby comes home anyway. After a few folks got really Pissed Off at me around here already in the past 24 hrs I am the one who has the last laugh around here. That is what I get for being blunt and truthfull all at the same time around here and I have put my foot down on alot of things in the past 2 months also while I was at it all. I have been looking at ways to go cheaper around here and some folks have not liked my attatude around here that have been over also. There has been a couple that just have not cared becuase we are in the same boat of servivle also in the past 8 years and they love my attatude adjustment on alot of things that I have done in the past 6 months or so around here. After yesterday I totally forgot that a couple of things were triple points on my card and some would have had a fit over it all that barely come over now around here. I do not see some folks over when I am totally broke at all around here and do not expect them to come over also. Since I do make ends meet and streach out everything in the household here. In the past almost 17 years around here my opinion on alot of folks have changed and I do not wander why I keep to myself any more while I am at it all. And I have caught some in lies and more lies thru the years I have no use for some folks around here at all. Now that the truth has somewhat came out on some people they want nothing to do with me at all and that is fine by me. There is only so much I can do and after that I have gave up around here also. As some folks say if you don't want to be caught at some things do not post pic's on the internet at all. Part of my work I do is to go digging on some things and prod on the computer. I have the knowledge and time to do most of it now since I work from home most days. Also another bad thing around this crappy state is that I get blamed for alot that I haven't even done or offering a hand. Now you know why I keep to myself alot of the times and could care less when some people mess up thier own lives and do not have the Balls to admit to it at all. I was seeing someone regularly at a church I was attending at the time and got told Point Blank to Leave or be bodilly removed one becuase of the lies that were told. My so called Step daughter has not figured this one out about her own mother as of yet and never will more than likely. I left the church that I was attending and still got blamed for splitting for being asked to eather way and abandoning someone when I diden't. After almost 17 years I have not moved at all becuase my Husband wanted to see if his daughter came over when she became of age. I never fought on it and stuck it out in the can. Now that I have put my foot down on some things around here and do not care what Happends and knowing one of my Husbands best buddies will open his mouth eather way to say where we are after moveing. That is why I never worried about getting out of the Hell Hold trailer park at all. Now all I have around here is my husband and a few family members that I like around me pluss going cheaper by the day around here to get the hell out of here I really do not care one way or the other for what some think about me and yes I am repetitive around here and had to be to keep my sanity for the past 17 years as of the 28th of this month.

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