Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Renewing reasons

Now I have had my reasons for foing cheaper around the can in the past 2 years if not longer. I got thinking in the past 6 weeks of how I can really piss some folks off that I know around here at all times once again. Now most of the things have not been running around here anyway that needs power and so on. I finally got a power bill under 85 dollars and likeing it all. Now for the nicer weather to come so I can hang out the laundery more often than not also to help on alot of things around here. Pluss there are several other things that have been unplugged also here in the can of course. And will be continued to be that way for a good while. I just don't give a damn in what others think about how I do things anymore around here in my own place. Even family members are SOL around here anymore in a say in what and how I do things in my own place. I have went cheaper becuase I hate to have to ask anyone for money and now I know why I went even cheaper around here besides that. I will be going to a more cheaper route around here without a problem and do not care at all. Most of the family has not been around to see how I live anyway and will never be becuase most are scared they will catch poverty if they stay at my place for to long. They were never here in the real bleak times also once I think of it when I was so down and out that I dove into dumpsters to feed the household once again. I have said before I have been on my own for almost 20 years now and now I really like it all. I have learned in what to do and not to do around my ex husband and this husband. Now I wear the pants and put the foot down in what is to happen around the can. Since I am here anywhere from 4-6 days a week and never thought twice about it all also. Pluss I do have an advantage on what goes on and I am out of my depression for the most part and found my spine once again also while I was at it all. After almost 17 years in being in the Hellhold maybe it is time for a change also and not wait around on some pansy little girl while I am at it all. Some will know where I am at along with my Hubby soon enough becuase word gets around way to quick here in Niagara Falls NY anyway weather I like it or not. So now I will be going cheaper than ever around here just to handle family my way from now on and go from there. I have became discussted with the whole mess that some folks want to use and abuse folks that I have refused to go back to my home town to watch the dirty mess that some have begun and never bothered to clean up after all of these years. After 33 years of the Horse Shit I have came to realize that I have been on my own since I was very tiny and do not mind this at all now. I have came to rather like the family not coming to see me since I did move 14 hrs away once I made up my mind to stick it all out. Now for the cheaper part of life I will stay longer off of everything untill the bills come totally down and stay there to my likeing. my best advice is to cut everything in half and keep cutting in half untill you are comfertable with it all. IF it does not work for you nor the household then drop it on the curb. There is no right way or wrong way of doing things at all in my eyes.

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