Don't know

Well I was very confussed lastnight after my Husband left here. It is still a baffel to me now at this point. I had asked if he would ask if the offer was still open from who asked us and he said no and he refused to make me work like a dog in the house period. Pluss he said it was hard enough on me in our own place trying to keep things straight around here. I will say my place isen't a total disaster at all just cluttered up. I have been getting more organized to a point around here anyway and was figureing that I do not need anymore here in the can. I guess what got to my Husband more was that he did not want me to go into totall issolation also on top of things. And I would be doing more work becuase more would be dumped on me at all times in some places. Also the Hubby told me he diden't want me driveing long distances at all hardly unless I wanted to. So I guess a trip to PA for acouple of days is out of the question at the moment. Pluss the Gal that did my hair yesterday was a Blessing to me as she worked on my hair also. Now it is very rare that I get to go get my hair cut at a shop. I can not see spending the money for layers in my hair when I can do it myself here at my own place since I have the siccors to do and I had my licence at one point. With all said and done I am cheap and figure why bother most of the time to spend money on myself around here. So today I figure to have the computer on for most of the day to have the radio playing and to start organizeing another part of the can today. May as well do something around here since it is a good day on me. I will be hurting later on tonight when I get done with what I want to do and moveing the ton sofa is out of the question also for today while I am at it. Some of the things is to reorganize my desk and put more in the top cabnets also. It makes the perfect holding place for extra dishes for the can. With me looking around I am seeing what needs to be on top of my list also for the day. And the dishes were done as of lastnight and only the coffee cup that I am useing at the moment is out besides glass bottels that need to go back to get returned also. Anyway at this point in time I do not need any more in my can at all and will be takeing part of the day to go thru some things around here to purge out of here. Well at this point I figure I will not be needing that much anyway and the less I have the better off I will be eather way. Also in the coming days I will be trying to keep busy around here and that might be a good thing on me.