Love walks

I dident pick up any cans as of yet today on my walk. I will go back out tonight here and go from there since my hips have got alot bigger in the past couple of months here. And after a few words of incuragement to me this morning I am ok with myself once again. Becuase the person in who I talked with today was totally right in that I do stick to myself and other than that everyone is screwed in the neighborhood around here. There are some of us that are "Old School" and don't give a rats behind on what others think of us anyway around here. As I told the person I keep to myself and still get blamed for alot of it I may as well do it eather way to a point. I had to laugh becuase alot of folks know I would never cheat nor steal from anyone around here. Alot of the loosers around here are not worth my time nor trouble eather way I go even though I can stab someone in the back with them watching me close. I have had enough practice of what to do thanks to 5 families and then some also. Pluss not only that I do not put up with all of the B.S. that goes around also, I do not have the time nor anything else to put up with the crap that goes on. As some have figured out over the years with my toush. I have found a new outlet on somethings and will be doing some things my way in my own household eather way. I still remember to this day that some laughed at me when I had a fist full of coupons and was useing the sales also to work 2 kitchens over 10 years ago and the person saying that they woulden't be caught dead with coupons and useing the sales adds. Well now the person is divorced and turned one person against me as normal along with her Father on top of it. I have realized why the person did what she has done and now ok I have took the blame for what I diden't do at all since I have been up here after almost 17 years. Now I know why of family fueds go on as long as they all have also when I have got older and put the pieces togeather while I was at it. Also do not come begging for money after all of what was said when I hit the nail on the head after all of this and told the truth of what happened and what went on and the whys of alot of things. When I had broke 3 fingers and fractured both of my feet at the same time I diden't make it down to my own brothers funeral that year and what makes a spineless child think I was gonna stick around for her also when she got herself into trouble also is beyond me at this point. Yes I will admit she asked me for 200 dollars and turns around and asks her own Father for 400 in the next breath. By then she was Prego and I knew it and was ready to take food out of my mouth to do what she had asked us both at that point in time. Injered and still in pain or not. The only problem there was is that I had to take the girl shopping myself and there would have been no question on what was spent and why in the matter at hand. I also remember Clarence saying that I was the one that had to take her out shopping at the time if she wanted the money and where was the child support going to also while he was at it all. After acouple of days Ayla's so called "Mother" changed her mind and gave her the money to go shopping with. Becuase at the time they all knew that I was really cheap and would only get worse with time by that point. Pluss everyone knew that I had droped a 60 lb server on my hand and feet and I made no bones about what had happened at the time. And I do not care if I took the older stuff apart becuase some folks were Lazzy Asses up at work or not also. It took me less time to take apart the older stuff than it did with the new stuff eather way I looked at it and still can do an old computer faster than the newer stuff to this day. Otherwise I got stuck on wipeing the hard drives and doing hotel work when I was laid off from one another. Some folks kept up with me after I got thrown out of a church and then some. Some I still Love dearly to this day who have supported me in what I have done with the choices that I have made over the years after the fact of what was going on and down. Others have chastized me also. Alot of folks out of the one Methodist church refuse to talk to me after what Ayla's mom has said and done and that is fine by me also. I have let alot go and went from there after I was asked and told at the same time to leave. I have not been back to a Church since then niether and I may not while I am at it all after the really bad taste was left in my mouth around here. I also look at it as I can do things at home and a few other things and have friends to help me along the way also.