Alot more changes

There are going to be alot of changes here in the household coming up.  Part of it is that I have to nail my Husband for what he does with the main trash bucket around here in the kitchen.  I guess that is one of the main things that I have at this point in time since he loves to smash everything down to where I can barely pick up the bag out of the can around here.  Well he will not be happy when I tell him about some things that are going down around here at all.  Sometimes it sucks that I can not pick something up at all anymore for the household after 6 months after the accident.  Some folks have to realize this like I have.  Do not get me wrong on when I said that things have got alittle bit easier around the new household at all after I threw out my Niece from the trailer.  When the groceries and the cleaners have totally stuck around and streached out to the max around here.  And most of the bills have and will go down and continue to do so also for the place here.  I have also put my foot down very hard on other folks that were outside of the household while I was at it all.  I wandered why my attitued went down hill there for about 4 months in the trailer with some always asking for money and smokes.  Now that did not include the water, power, gas, and other bills that my niece kept racking up on myself and my Husband also in the 4 months that she was under my roof while I was at it.  Once I got asked then demanded for my address of the new house with my Nieces boyfriend I figured out very quick in what was going to happen around here on myself with the cleaning, cooking, shopping, and everything else for the household.  I could not let that happen around here at all since I am the only one here during the week.  There are a few more things that I am not saying on top of it all.  I wander why I was getting even more flippy and flaky around the trailer and the house.  Once my Husband and I got the house here the couple that always complained about being broke started asking for 50 dollars at a shot from the both of us after we started moving in.  I know that my Husband has tried to explain to some that we are broke for a good while and when I said no then I guess it clicked with the complainers around here totally.  This is why I have had one phone call for the past 2 months around here from them and I do not mind it one bit along with my Niece.  The excusse from the girl was oh we have been busy and my boyfriend has went back to school also so we have not been able to pick up the stuff.  I did not by that part of the whole thing at all.  So now some have realized that i am not playing their game at all anymore around here and that is how I got labled with the nasty attatued and that I ain't nothing but a Bitch or a "Rich Bitch" as some have called me over the years.  That was my Sister in Laws favorite saying towards me.  Since I have worked for most of my life nomatter where I was at it is killing me that I have to sit back and do hardly anything now since the accident and the money is not there anymore.  Also at this point it seems like things have got alot cheaper in what I have been trying to do for the house here and the trailer has almost been left in the dust around here.  Now with that being said the week has been totally nuts around here and not alot of people know this at all in what is going on.  I am not impressed by alot of it and never will be around here at all.  Not untill the one insurance company figures out that I am not doing anything out of the norm around the place here and maybe it is best that some folks are not coming around anymore or not even here also.  That is what use to make me madder than a wet cat at times is when I needed the help around the trailer that nobody was around at all to help out.  Also when I should have been resting I could not do it because I knew that I had little to no help at all for the place.  It is no different than the trailer to the house at all.  So I do what I can when I can and go from there.  When I get cut down from people like the complainers and Nancy Hammond it makes me wander and go into a depression that I can't kick.