Wandering

Well I still wander on some things around here totally.  Yesterday was a totally off day for me since I got up late in the morning.  Even though I got the dishes done and just 1 load into the washer it was not a good day yesterday.  So now today I will try to get more done around here to say the least just so I can say that things got done around here.  When I am almost out of towles around here after a good 2 months I would say that I am doing something right around here for a change.  When my Niece was living with us I ran out of towles almost every month and trust me I have a huge stack of towles for the household.  What really makes me wander for the place is how I can get everything now to streach out when I could not when the girl was in the trailer with us for almost 5 months.  All I can say is that I hardly had help anyway and I have learned from it all in what happend.  That is why I said no to some folks when they asked me to move in around here knowing what will happen if I did let it happen.  When you get to the point of what if and start wandering about stuff like that then you know you are in trouble.  So now it is like I feel better without all the drama and I do what I can for the housework anyway now instead of recleaning after a lick and a promise from my Niece in what she said was clean.  I guess in why I have things cleaner than snot most of the time is because I got beat from my ex husband over the housework.  Now I get the housework done on the cheap side of life and go from there.  Also another thing around here that seems strange is that the small bottle of laundry deturgent lasted over a month with all that I have done for the place.  I know what it tells me and now I know that I made the right choice in the matter around here when I said no 2 months ago.