As I sit here

As I sit here this morning I have been thinking about alot of things.  What are mornings for besides coffee and to start thinking on the day.  It will be a rotten day as far as I can tell already here I am in alot of pain and can not afford to be this way anymore.  Since alot of the housework is still calling me to get done I have started the washer yet again for the household here.  The one bottle of deturgent still has about 3 loads of soap as of yet it seems strange still that I have that much left after about a month and a half around here.  At this point in time I am still streaching out everything to the max and stuff is sticking around here.  I have noticed that since I have started doing on my own around here and threw out my Niece things have been streached out even more around here.  It also helps that I have had stock here in the household with alot of things.  I guess that just nails some people that know me around the area.  When I go to restock the household now I try to get everything on sale as much as possible now.  This is how myself and my Husband have made it for the past several years between the trailer and here in the house now.  The back log has helped out in December and January for either place since my Husband is a truck driver here.  This is part of the reason of why I have the Kmart card for the household.  When December hits I will be useing the points on alot of things for the household and do not care.  It helps with the household items that are needed here.  With alot of things going on I am not totally broke at all and I am not that "Rich Bitch" that some proclaim me to be at all.  Yes I do get some name brand items for the household like cleaners so it does not bother the birds at all.  My husband has not complained at all about the back stock at all for the household.  It is one of the things that he knows in what I am doing for the place.  With that being said I have done what I can for the household here and some have tried to nail me about it.  Some folks like my Niece and her grandmother Nancy Hammond have tried to use things up on me and it did not work.