Wandering

Well I am sitting here wandering still.  Since I had to wait on the sink yesterday afternoon I took a nap while I was waiting.  What I am wandering about is if I am cheap enough and where I am suppose to be at so far around the household.  Yes I am still cutting on alot of things for the place and just hope that I can do it all also.  This is what is getting to me around the place is I am always wandering if I am doing the right thing here without worrying to much.  I was talking to my Husband Friday around here and he said that he was happy that I put my foot down with some people 3 months ago in the trailer.  So I maybe on target around here with what is going on and what I want to do for the house.  I know that my grocery bill has went down totally along with other things so far in the place.  Since I have not got the water bill as of yet I am not sure where that is at from the last bill that I got from the trailer at all.  That is part of why I am wandering for the household at this point.  Also with alot of things that were said and asked to me this week over at the park office I know what is going on and put that togeather in a split second.  Now at this point I am guessing that Tammy Banks would almost take anyone in the park at this point yet again.  So now I will find someone to take the trailer over and be totally done with it.  Knowing that one of the rats out of the park read my blog and tell some in what I said oh well.  I just have not said much on anything in what has been going on at all to anyone in where I moved to.  So I guess now that I am willing to go cheaper than what I am now at this point I may as well start going that much cheaper around the household.  This part will get to everyone that knows me around the area.  Also the funny part about in what is going on is that I have alot of it figured out in what I want to do around here totally.  Now the thing is to apply everything in what I need to do to go that much cheaper for the household.  Since I am home by myself during the week here in the house it makes it easier to cut down on alot of things around the place.  Yes I try to get alot of things done on the cheap anyway and that has helped with the pain that I am in so far.  Just like with cooking it takes my mind off of alot of things so far.  I have figured out that once I start baking also it helps out and this is what my Niece could not understand at all.  So now with that part of saying no to the girl and her boyfriend I have understood why I have done it the way I did.  I have figured out also that without alot of the stress with my Niece here under the roof with me I have been in less pain and other things also.  I have tried to tell some folks that I am calming down somewhat around the house now except for the move that I still have stress but not as much as I did with the girl living with us.  So that is when I got called nasty with my attatued and brushed it all off.  I keep telling some folks no that want to barrow money off of me and go from there.  I have learned to put my foot down over the 17 years that I have been in NY State and some folks have not bothered to ask why I am saying no and no more often around here.  I have gave up on some people around here and went on with the household.  I know that I am going to get asked again from the complainers and my Nieces boyfriend and I will have to get the pile of bills out and say now this is why I am saying no around here.  I see no other opftion for it around here also.  So now I will start with the grocery budget yet again for to start cutting yet again and alot of other things for the household.  With that being said the grocery bill is a good way to start around the household.  Also I am wandering what is up with some folks while I am at it all.  While I try to figure it all out for that part of it I can always start in on cooking and other things for the place.