Knowing of what happened

Well I expected some things as of last night around here to say the least.  I pretty much knew that some of my family could give a crud about me and it shown up of course.  I have known it for years and that is why I have stayed in NY State as long as I have.  I have one more time of going down and that is more than likely going to be the last trip that I will take to the state of Illinois.  So I will take what I have asked for and get some recipies while I am there and I will be done with it all around that state.  I got asked also this week if some could come up to NY to see me and I said fine if you can manage it.  Granted it is not family but close enough to it in my eyes.  I will say this that there is nothing holding me to Illinois State anymore so I may as well stay up here in NY State from now on.  I will try to start to run down to PA more often to start cooking for someone once a month also while I am at it all here soon anyway so I will not complain at all.  That will help on my grocery bill also while I am at it in the cold months around here.  I know where I am wanted at and knowing that some do not want me in the state of Illinois really does not bother me to much at all at this point in time now.  All the fist fights and nasty words that would be exchanged I do not miss it nor will I miss it at all since I have web sites I can at least order somethings off of now.  Also at this point some have not realized that I have went as cheap as I have for the household at all and I plan on keeping it that way now in what I really do.  Then this way I do not have to see all the abuse that is going on while I am at it.  I may hear about it when it is doen and over with and that is fine since I do make a note of it in the back of my mind around here and it is amo that nobody figures about.  Also now that some asked me in how I do things around here.  I told them why bother to get bread when I have a bag of flour and yeast in the household.  It started the laughture and some knew I was doing ok.