Doing to much

Well I know that I am doing just way to much around here and I can not help that part out.  Knowing that I still have a ton of flipping housework to get done does not help the matter out at all. So now I get the back log and some other things that I have to do for today and it is not looking good at all at the moment.  Or finally everything is catching up to me in what I have done also for the place so far around here without any help at all in the matter.  When I thought I had help I really did not at the time and still don't to this day around here.  I guess that it is on me that I said no to some people on moving into my place also.  After that I have not heard anything out of some people around the place at all.  What else could I do around here I did not need another 3 mouths to feed at all here and even more work while I was at it all for the household at the time and still don't to this day here.  So maybe it was a good thing that I found out when I did about some people so I could get as much done as I have and hurt as bad if not worse with some people here in the household.  So here I am plotting on part of the stuff here and it may not even work to say the least and try to get something done also while I am at it all.  All I can say is that I guess that I have to live with a disaster of a house for a good while here and who cares.  I have been trying hard here to get things sorted out and presentable and it is not working for me at all.  Between the laundery, dishes, and boxes in the house I do not know what is worse about it at this point in time.  And knowing that I need room for some other things also here on the main floor.  As I told the doctor and my Husband I can not stop untill I get the dang room and everything moved from the can to the house I can not stop what so ever at all untill it is done.  I do get alot done and it never seems like it is enough around here either way I turn so I may as well keep plugging along to get it all done.  I have no other choice in the matter at all and I have to get things done for the place.  I just do not wanna get screamed at anymore than what I have to around the house.  I guess alot of it around here some folks that helped us move did not believe in putting things where I told them to put it at all.  So I get to pay either way for the oh lets put it here and screw with her more.  I am just thankfull alot of it was the bin/buckets that I had already packed way before we even bothered to look for a place.  It also helped that I am taking the cheaper route around the household here even more so since some people have not done thier jobs at all.  So I will be doing some things around here to say the least to save on the gas bill and still be able to keep the birds warm around here without a problem while I am at it all.  Now that I am almost ready to start working in the house again it maybe a good thing for the place.  It just takes way to much out of me around here trying to get things done.  Maybe I have the new house blues already.  Or just chuck it up to the cruddy disks in my neck since the accident.  Since some folks have not believed the pain that I have been in and still am in screw them now around here and I will say no to it again once they ask to move back in here with me.  I need help and do not need the strings attatched like there was at all with my Niece.