Still picking up

I am still picking up shards of glass off of the kitchen floor around here.  Thank goodness for to have some of the swifter cloths left from the trailer around here.  It is about the only thing that I know that will pick up the tiny, tiny shards of glass at all costs.  I will move the swifter over the floor acouple of more times today to see how much more I can pick up with it.  Well I guess it could be worse around here totally.  I do get some stuff done during the week around here without a problem at all and yes I have been dropped on the curb kinda in that since.  I think in what it is is that some of us do not listen at all and when we get hurt then we have to at times.  So I slowly get thru the housework around here and get it done somehow around here.  Well some people like my Niece never would understand something like this at all so I will not worry about it all at this point.  I figure that why should I let her move in with the lazy bum that is with her at this point until I get things straight with me and the household at the same time.  Maybe I have figured out in what my limits were finally for this point in time here.  Or I just did not want a repeat of what could have happened at all.  What gets to me is that I have finally figured out that I can and will get the house into a state of cheapness that nobody will like at all and maybe that is what is scarring some people now also.  Or I picked up on some things that have went on and I will be a rabbid dog if pushed hard enough around the household.  The settle hints were there and I picked up on it when I got demanded to let 3 more people to move in also here at the house.  That is part of what my Nieces boyfriend does not get is that I can pick up on the abuseive nature in alot of ways and if that is the guy that she wants go for it I do not have to deal with it.  What I am saying is that I already know about the abuse thanks to my ex husband and I do not need that anymore.  I did not say much to my Husband now about it when I got demanded and all I told him was that I had a funny feeling about letting some move into the household here at the time.  Then the girls boyfriend tried to demand my Husband on the address of the house also.  I got a look and said you may be right on this one shorty.  That is what my Husband calls me when I am right or have the hunch on things that are about ready to go down.  I know that I have to protect myself and the household more around here than ever before.  Also now I knew that some were lieing to me when they said that they would pay half the bills also to help out around here.  With that said I seen thru that part and knowing in what some did do from before I was not going to chance any more stuff getting either ruined because of stupidity or anything more being wasted around here at all.  What gets to me more is that a month and a half lapsed for the dish soap and I got to open another one last Sunday around here in the house.  That was off a half a bottle from the over use from my Niece.  That has told me something for the place totally here and how much of a drain that the girl was on the household and myself at that point when she was with me.  So now that I have marked that down on the calander for when I opened the bottle totally here I will do the same for the laundry soap also for the place.  I do things like that to see if I can cut back more and or to see how long it takes me to go thru it all.  Also it is a reminder when I look at the calander to see in how much I have left and when to pick up more of the cleaners around here to say the least.  I know it makes some folks mad that I will do that for the household.  It is ok by me if some get mad over in what I try to do to streach out everything for the household here.  With that said I know in what some say about me behind my back and that is on them totally now.  Lastnight while I was watching alittle T.V. that I have let go to what others say about me totally and  do not care in the opinion of others at all.  Opinions are like butts with me everyone has one and guess what, what some say it will not affect me at all now at this point yet again.  Just like this morning I got asked if someone could barrow money off of me and I told them no.  It was not the complainers at all this time around.  Knowing that the house payment is do and I had to pick up other things like gas I just can not lend out money nor anything else around here at all at the moment.  I know I will have to start paying others back here soon and I guess the first payment goes to the one person totally.  Either way I will be figureing this all out around here.