Got to thinking

Well I got to thinking up at the doctors office today.  I know I stop for afew hours when I get up there and back home so it is a good way for me to think alot of the times.  Maybe living in Sabre Park has tought me a few things over the years.  One of the things I did learn was never trust the management fully another is never trust your neighbors totally living in a trailer park.  With those 2 things being said it is a wander that I really left the trailer at all while I was living there for all them years.  Towards the end I just hated to go anywhere for what ever reason because of the neighbors always willing to say what I was doing or what they thought that I was doing there at the last.  With alot of it I just did not care and still don't care what some have to say that are still there.  I pretty much kept away from alot of the stupidity from some of the people who needed to pull their heads out of their butts to say the least.  I am still waiting on the pictures from Leona Cox just so I can have a huge laugh the other is once the one guy across the street goes to jail for more than 5 years also while I am at it.  And the countless shock collars that some of the kids in the park really need to get their act togeather to be half way normal.  Alot of the problems were and still are is that who ever can kiss the managements toush the best or licks her one gets off of all the rules and can do what they please.  After seeing all of that I just got so tired of it and knew that if I wanted out of the park that bad that I had to go dirt cheap and not look back on the place.  If it was not illegal for me to set fire to the trailer that would have already been done by now and trust me it would not be hard to drop the smokeing cigarette on the floor still to this day.  That is how I feel about the trailer at this point in time along with Tammy Banks.  What gets to me the most is that I know what is going down and it is not hard to find out the rest of it still by not going there at all for a month.  Things in that trailer park will never change at all and I know that there were no complaints except the petty stuff that some figured that they could nail me on.  After I hardly went out of the trailer after awhile it got harder for some people to get anything on me at all there the last 9 months that I was really there.  This is why I do not mind not having the T.V. on for 24/7 and other things in the household.  I got so use to not having it all on that it started scareing some people around the place.  I knew what was going on and alot of it I knew was made up or some folks just plain out lieing about what was going on either way that they went.  Alot of things before I let my Niece stay with us bothered alot of people that were in the neighborhood excpt 2 people that were there.  One thought nothing of it and said oh that is just my neighbor the other one boost me up on the can collecting and afew other things that I had been doing and still do to this day for the new place.  So there are a few folks that really liked in what I was doing and did not mind it what so ever.  And along the way yes I found an easier way to do things for myself that is on the cheap side and kept alot of it and gathered more things that I have been doing in the past 3 weeks here.  It will keep me busy for the better around here and that is how I like it.  As I have said before if I want to be seen here I will be seen untill then to bad.  With that being said I do not mind sitting here by myself at all because there is alot that I can do and be done with it.  Alot of my neighbors will say that they do not know that I am gone untill they do not see the truck in the drive way and that does not mean squat in my eyes.  I can be gone with the truck here and I maybe here without the truck also at the same time.  Now I can laugh at some becuase they are stuck in the same place and will always be stuck in where they are at.  I had came to know the complainers when they moved into Sabre Park about 7 years ago.  They were broke then and even broker now it seems.  When I started really cutting back around the trailer yet again at the time it seemed that everyone thought I was nuts at the place.  It was like everything that I was doing at that point in time seemed to go smooth and made alot of tweeks at the time also.  When I had first to the woman out for when I went shopping she was flabber gasted at what I got for rock bottom prices at the time.  We spent about the same within 5 dollars of each other and I had the 5 dollars less than what she had and more food in the cart at the time.  About 80% of Sabre Park just buys what ever and I have came to realize this at the stores and do not have a care in the world in how they are going to pay their bills.  The folks at 34 is one of the 80% range for the plac.  While the parents would eat stake, the kids eat peanutbutter and jelly all of the time in that place.  Now I am not sure since I have not been there for over a month to really stay any longer than what I have to.  The girl gained so much weight that it was not even funny the last time I was there.  All I knew was that the girl was begging to eat everyplace else than at home before I left even.  I refused to feed the girl to all costs at the trailer and went from there.  There was someing about the kids when they first got to the place that I just could not put my finger on at the time.  I could not say that I did not like the kids untill about a month later after they ran wild and the Rob Sr would always get the boy out of trouble.  I pick up on alot of things and that was one of the things that I picked up on without questions.  Then I know that 34 tried their danmdest to get me thrown out of the park also while they were at it all after the first month they were there.  I had nobody really at my place and nobody could prove in what I was doing at the time for anything.  When one of the old managers told me of what was going on before he got to sick to do anything I realized that I had to keep myself in check around there from then on.  Every time that the old crew as I call it for the park would drive by I was the quiet one and nobody really seen me at all.  The last 9 months to a year is really when I became stuck close to the trailer and hoped that nobody really came over to my place and made sure that my Niece was there part of the time.  When I threw the girl out I knew in what would go down and it would not be pretty at all for the place.  I think that is what gets to alot of folks is that I am cheap in alot of ways and I know when to just blow gaskets and walk away also from something totally.