On overload

Well I am on over load with laundery here.  As I told my Husband on Sunday I was not getting anymore out untill I get thru the huge pile that I had at that point in time here.  Well the pile shrunk and grew in the past 3 days and will shrink again here.  I am just wandering if I will ever get thru mowst of it in the basement since I can only be down there for about 20 minutes at a time before I have to come back up to get warm again.  I was hopeing that I could get alot of it done by today and that is not going to happen at all for the place.  With the regular laundery that I have to do for the household and the stuff that was moved from the trailer I am wandering in how much I really had in the trailer now.  I know that it was pretty full and I will not deny that part of it.  With that being said I will have a huge sale going for the place here come Spring and I just do not care anymore.  So now that I have started with the housework around here I have to climb stairs for most of the day weather I like it or not here.  It makes me wander in what my Husband was thinking this past weekend for my list of things to do for the house and the trailer yet again.  As I say when I am overloaded something always fails for the place here it is eather the housework or the unpacking part here.  So now that I am hurting already here I am wandering of how I can take the easy way of things at this point in time for some of the things that I have to do for the day.  It is unreal with some of the things that I still have left for the place at this point in time.  Well I can say that the strings have got really tight around here at this point in time also for the place.  This is what I am trying to tell some of the folks that come over anyway for the place and to make them realize that I can not lend out anymore money nor other things at this point in time.  Now with that being said I can only run my household and be done with it.  I guess the guilt trips will begin with me for some folks that start mouching here.  Another thing is that I will be alot cheaper also while I am at it all for the place here than I was at the trailer.  Some people are going to have to understand this about what I am about to do for the household here.  I am not a "Rich Bitch" as my sister in law put it towards me more than once around the trailer and like what the mouches think also at this point.  I will be sitting some folks down here shortly and tell them straight out don't even bother to ask me anymore since my answer is going to be no from now on around the place.  Maybe I need to put my foot down that much harder around here by the end of the flipping month with some folks here.  Some will learn that you need to budget for the household and some of us do not care about if they are out of gas nor smokes anymore in their place at all.  I have to think about myself, Husband, and my household from now on here.  Also not only that some will figure out right quick in what I have to do from now on for the household and run it so I can pay the notes off for the household.  All I can do is shake my head at this point and say no then show the bills for the house from now on around here.  Oh well on some folks part from now on here.  I got to thinking and only touched in what my Niece really did around the trailer while she was under my roof.  Alot of the times I got stuck with doing the normal chore's that I had to do and what I handed the girl also around the trailer.  It did not matter in how much pain I was in at the time at all and I would catch Hell for what she did not bother to do around the can at all.  I finally gave up and started pushing myself because I knew what I was in for by the time some got home and it was not pretty at all.  It did not matter in if the disks were touching my spinal cord at all at the time I had to do for the place or get screamed at.  So I started doing after almost 3 months of laying around and doing almost nothing another part was that I could not do also.  Now I take my time and if I get screamed at I just do not care about it now.  I figure one day I will not be able to move and then oh well for some folks.  Now that 4 buckets have been moved around here that should have been upstairs anyway in the first place I am not a happy camper on this one.  Someone will hear me either way on this one.  So now to get more done around here before I totally throw up my hands today and stop.