Still mad

Well I am still mad about what is going on in some things that have happened.  I guess that I am going to have to confront it head on around here and be done with it at this point in time.  So maybe this is why I went to a cheaper side of life to get my frustrations out around here to say the least.  Now at this point it still turns my belly on wht has happened over the years and I have delt with it.  Just like when some folks in the area do not know their heads from their butts at all.  I got some good info yesterday from the DMV and I thanked some folks for making me get out and about also here.  I guess that I have learned to start asking and watching over the years to start making judgements on some things.  And I also know that some have lied also about what has gone on while I was at it.  So here I am and knowing what I have to do for some things around the household and go on with it all here.  What has got to me the most is that I have done things on the legal side of things and will continue to do so for the place.  So now since I know that I am on my own from now on it is ok that I have got screwed with some people that I know and have been around.  I made a few phone calls yesterday and no answer at all so I took it as the complainers do not want to be bothered unless they want money or smokes from me.  And my answer will be no from now on on them no matter what guilt trip they have to lay on me at this point.  Plus I came to the point of that some folks want to keep others broke and figure that it does not matter anyway to the people who want to barrow.  That is another reason of why I went to the cheap side other than spending less money around the household at either place that I have been at up here in NY State also.  I am saving alot of money around the new place since some have not bothered to ask to barrow money off of me over the month around here.  I did not realize when some people stopped asking me for money I have an extra 200 dollars a month around for the good.  Since everything is up in the air at this point in time for the day I know what I have to do either way that I turn here.  I guess that has what scared alot of folks that know me around here in the area is that I have went cheaper over the years and do not care in what they have thought about it.  Now that I am still figureing out in how cheap I can really go for the household before some start to holler about it that I am squeeking around the place.