Saturday, January 22, 2011

I figured as much

Well I still have 2 bags of stuff over at the trailer for my one Niece and her boyfriend.  And knowing what they have been doing I should just donate the bags at this point in time.  Or I just may wait untill I hold the yard sale and just go that route in it all.  I guess this is what tired of being dogged means around with me here in the new place and being ignored totally on some things.  I maybe mad on some things that the girl did to me and I have pretty much let it go because some things are just not worth holding a grudge against since I know where she grew up and who with after she hit 5 years of age.  I do not feel sorry for the girl nor pitty at all at this point in time.  All I am sorry about is that the girl was never taught better from Nancy Hammond at all.  Yes in alot of ways I am cold harted and in a way with some of the kids I do have a soft spot for and the girl did have a rough go at it.  I tried to tell my Niece about the world and show her in what to do on a very limited income and got blown off about it.  I just hope that now the girl realizes in what I was trying to say to her and teach her about having a rough start without help at all.  At this point I can not really help at all still since I have to figure all the bills around the place here in the house.  Yes I got out of the can totally.  I could careless about alot of the neighbors from the trailer park.  There are some that I still worry about granted even though I am out of the park.  I worry about my Niece all of the time around here in the new place.  I know that the girl knows that I will not put up with what I have out of her in the trailer to the new household at all.  That is what gets to the girl and her boyfriend with me here.  The fact that I have to be cheap without question at all and that I have to streach out the dollars no matter what I am doing for the household.  At this point I have to come up with a house payment and lot rent for the place here.  This is what worries me about the girl at this time is becuase she does not even realize that in what I was and have been paying out in bills and groceries while she was with me for 4 months around the trailer.  I have never been the type of person to shove something down someones throat at all.  I tried by teaching someone in how to make it out in the real world in what I do for the household.  So as I told my Husband acouple of minutes ago I know when I am being blown off and today was the last of it in my book.  So now I will debate on what to do and let everyone know the out come of all of it. 

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